A new dawn!

I didn't get much sleep last night, but a new dawn certianly made my day brighter!

A vist from a friend and a reminder from one that I guess I'll say has known me much longer reminded me that I don't need users in my life!

I was hurt, torn, and upset! Today while I was sitting with my consouler I knew I had seen glimmers of this horrible person, and had not torm myself away from her. Now I have to just make it RIP, and while it will hurt for a little while it will be for the best. Although I don't know that it will hurt all that much for me anymore! I have A LOT of peace about this! I just have to stick to my guns! My "Just say NO" program! Who said it had to be just about drugs! Nancy Regan had a great idea when she started that! Don't be a chicken..."Just say NO!" I still have that shirt some where around here I think I need to break it out and let my child wear it and remind me of what I need to do for MY health!

I can't afford no matter how much I want to help someone else an hold their hand! NO one did it for me, and so I can't do it for them. About the ONLY one who ever took me to a doctor's appointment and did a whole LOT was my next door neighbor and I don't know what I would do with out them!

I found out today that the stuff she was trying to say about school starting at 7:30 a.m. was nothing but a lie and it was only ONE school board members intrest in if there was any community intrest. This person was wanting me to homeschool my child so she could home school hers. She doesn't have hardly any control over her children why would I want to teach mine and hers and she offer me NO help! I've decided that my child is going to school! My child needs the social interaction, the chance to see if the classroom setting is a place that they can thrive.

I know that I will be exposed to all kinds of stuff when my child goes to school, but I was a school teacher and so far I haven't gotten EVERYTHING that has been brought home. Sometimes just putting the child on the couch and staying on the other side of the room while they sleep peacefully helps keep germ exchange down. Form such a small child my little one understands "Mommy can't be around too many germs." So washing hands, changing clothes, and pillow casing etc. numurous amounts of times keeps more germs down than lysol and hand sanitizer combined.

It all went into the washing machine on sanitize mode no matter if it said it could be washed in HOT water so it got cleaned. I found I did not get sick this time, but that doesn't mean I will be as lucky next time. I gave out some coco mix as Christmas Gifts this year and my Schwans man's family LOVED theirs so he was saying his mother was wanting to pay me to make some, and I was like...no no here's the recipe!

And here it is....REALLY simple...I've picked it up from similar versions on the web so if you think I'm trying to copy yours it is NOTHING personal I've made my own spin to it!

1 Bag Mini Marshmellows
1 regular size container Hersheys Coco Powder
1 contain your choice flavor non dairy creamer (I used Italian Creme)
1 1 pound bag 10x powder sugar
2 8 oz bags mini semi sweet chocolate morsales (I used Neasle)

Optional:
Change out non dairy creamer to powderd milk
may add instant coffee (Medium size jar)for latte flavor

Mix all dry ingredients

Mix 2 Tbsp to 1/4 cup mix in mug of choice with water or milk depending on amount of chololate you like!

Enjoy!